you have rendered me helpless,,,
once again....
i blame it on not having anyone to talk to..
no one who knows you,,
no one who would understand...
cant talk it out,,
cant work thru it....

but i know,,
it is just me possessing you like i always have,,,
wanting to hunt you down and bring you home with me,,,
wanting you to call,,
and say "baby i love you..
come get me..."

i have not allowed myself to cry...
to do so might cleanse you from my soul...
and i cant have that...
not yet..
it is all i will ever have of you...
and for once i can make you stay...
you cant leave me,,
if i will not let you go.....