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FUCK 2008Thank goodness 08 is over it was the worst year of my life to date. Lets see i started in Jan 08 without a job, yea i know it really sucked, to make it worse it took till the middle of May to get a really half ass job with a half ass company, no thats not the half of it when i got my first check all the guys said dont cash that check at your bank it might bounce take it to the company bank, you should have seen my face. Ok i gather my self drive to the company bank hand the nice lady my check she looks down and says im sorry sir i cannot cash this check at this time, now im twisted i had worked for two weeks poured over 2000 lineal ft .of parking lot curb back breaking work. And my F_____ing check is rubber. After a intersting phone call and one hour and a half sitting in the parking lot the boss run me up cash which i had to swallow my pride and bite my toung i was hungry. and needed my job. June 5th 2008 after scrubbing on blownup concrete all day in the sun i finally made it back to ranch and was sitting in my truck in the shade working on drinking that 24 pack of cool ones i thought ,you know im gonna make it through this year yet i have a job got money in the bank and my back feels good. Little did i know before i finished the beer i was drinking my life would change forever. I heard a truck comming up the mountian sounded like my brothers truck, it was ,he was really driving fast and i was glad to see him. he pulled up got out and said, MARV I DONT KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU WE LOST OUR DADDY TODAY. At that very moment part of me also died you see i didnt just love my dad i thought he walked on water, he tought me everything, he was allways their for me no matter what stupid thing i did and i done plenty believe u me. He will allways be my best friend, DAD I LOVE YOU, AND I WILL MISS YOU AND DAD MOST OF ALL THANK YOU. First week of october 2008 boss drives up says boys work is slowing down gonna half to let you go like i didnt know i have only been doing concrete for 30 years dumb ass. Second week of November 2008 im cutting firewood get a big truck load cut and go to back up and reverse goes out of my truck i half to carry all the wood to my truck, man what next i mean i can take a punch but son of a bitch. December 23 2008 well i needed more firewood and had a big old dead tree i wanted cut grab my saw drive to the other side of the mountian to cut it down no problem done this a thoundsand times cut my notch start my back cut all looks good tree starts to fall and in the blink of an eye i wake up on the ground with a massive knot on my head and a broken limb on top of me i crawled out went home and made myself stay up all night with the way my luck or lack of was going i was sure if i went to sleep i would never wake up you know what i mean. December 26 2008 needed to go to town for supplies it had been raining every thing was quite a mess considering the ground was still froze it was slick as goose shit in my driveway and when i returned home pulling down the driveway i suddenly realized i had no reverse not one to want to be trapped on the mountian i thought i would drive through the yard and do a donut to get spun around well as i attemped this Kyle Bush style donut i ended up against a tree with the front bumper yep thats right guess what i got to do now. - - - - - - - - - thats right cut the tree down remember i still have a knot the size of a baseball on my head. the good news is it didnt fall on my truck. THIS MIGHT BE A GOOD SIGN Well thats how my summer of 2008 turned out guess what im not giving up my glass is half full and i plan on filling it up .
Back in townThats right the boy is back in town post more soon later MumRight now im sitting in a gp surgery my mother is having an ecg. Time moves on very quickly i remenber when my mother was so alive and healthy, a shadow of her former self is still there but i feel that most of it has gone. My mum didnt have an awful childhood, but it was still tough. Her father James was an alcoholic, he just cared about the pub. My grandmother loved my mum very much but never told her that she was her favourite until she was on her deathbed. My mum had to everything herself and had to go to work so she could buy her own clothes. Also my mum hates the cold so living in Ireland didnt help much! Anyway i hope nothing nasty shows up , im not sure how much she could take if it does. So i guess all i can do is wait.My first ever blog!Well, this is finally it. Ive managed to set up a blog account. The main reason is because im a great believer in sharing thoughts, feelings and life experiences with others, it can help you find your way! Ive had a pretty tough time this last year especially. Times have been hard and the way the economy is , I guess its about to get worse. But first ill tell you a bit about myself. I live in England in Birmingham. I live with my mum and sister oh and 3 cats! I am originally from Bulgaria where i was adopted at the age of 1. I was left in an orphanage in Varna. My biological parents didnt want me as i was unplanned. But, luckily i was spotted by a very special someone who would become my new mother! So here i am after 17 years writing and i hope that those of you out there will share your lives aswell.Just a little musicIn the midnight hour
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