BeyondTheBorder

I feel so lonely, I can't help it... I just want someone to come over, hug me, let me cry in his arms... I wish I had an older brother... I'd call him and ask him to come over... I'd cry, then we'd watch a movie... I wanna watch the movie "Body of Lies"... Its about this CIA guy who's in Jordan to find a terrorist, but he falls in love with an Iranian girl, and his point of view starts to change... I just wish I could watch this with my older brother, if only he existed. I can't trust a friend... I definitely don't trust a boyfriend... Only family stays by your side... But my sisters are too young, too different from me... I don't like talking to my parents... My cousins, we don't have the same beliefs... I'm an outcast... I just wish my brothers were real...