BeyondTheBorder

When you're a borderline, every friendship is harmful but necessary. You breathe through it, you live through it, but it slowly tortures you. Whether you like to admit it or not, you're addicted to chaos...

If only I was normal...

If only my brothers were real...

I feel so lonely, I can't help it... I just want someone to come over, hug me, let me cry in his arms... I wish I had an older brother... I'd call him and ask him to come over... I'd cry, then we'd watch a movie... I wanna watch the movie "Body of Lies"... Its about this CIA guy who's in Jordan to find a terrorist, but he falls in love with an Iranian girl, and his point of view starts to change... I just wish I could watch this with my older brother, if only he existed. I can't trust a friend... I definitely don't trust a boyfriend... Only family stays by your side... But my sisters are too young, too different from me... I don't like talking to my parents... My cousins, we don't have the same beliefs... I'm an outcast... I just wish my brothers were real...

I love the Irony in this Al Jazeera Cartoon...

Hopefully, in a year, this won't be me anymore...


I try to have hope, but sometimes its so hard, so impossible... But I have to try... I have to...